Saturday, February 20
So....as i've probably said in every post i'm SuPEr stressed. I just manage to leave everything till the last minute, including applying to nursing school. Yesterday i was running around trying to get everything done so i can turn it in next week. I really don't understand why i leave absolutely EVerYthinG till the very last second when it stresses me out SO much. But i don't think i'll be changin' any time soon....well, my life is pretty much the same. It really doesn't change...which sounds lame, but true. Valentines Day was dumb. I refrained from doing a whole post on how stupid i think it is. Complete waste of a holiday if you ask me, but who's asking. I just do work and school....work and school....sorry there isn't anything really super interesting to add to my blog. When something slightly interesting comes along then i'll blog again....
Saturday, February 6
So..my last post was a little less than depressing....HA! I was so overwhelmed as was obvious. I'm a little better now. I have finished my four tests, quiz, and one assignment for this weekend. You would think after all that that i could relax, but i think i have another test next week..bLA! it's hard to keep up with everything.
Anyway, today i've been looking at pictures of when i was younger and realizing what an ugly child i was...haha...ok i wasn't that bad, but seriously! I had braces and glasses and my hair..well i didn't do anything with it and my clothing options were less than stellar. hmmm.....well i know that pretty much nobody reads this..but i guess i could say a little about myself. I love to turn my iPod speakers as loud as they will go (family doesn't really appreciate that) in the bathroom while i'm doing my hair. I grab my comb or straightner and hold it up to myself as if it was a mike. All of a sudden i'm singing with Michael BUble in front of a roaring crowd. I even sneak in a few sweet moves. One of my favorite things to eat is brEAdsTicks and hotfudge. Triscuits and cottage cheese is amazing too. Most of the time i am moody. I hate it, but it happens. I'm trying to work on that, to no avail, but i'm tryin! I'm more of the glass is half empty and anybody who knows me knows that i'm sarcastic. Pretty much that's my middle name. Sometimes i'm a little tinsy bit too sArCAstic, but *sniff* i can't help it. If i wasn't saracastic i wouldn't really say a whole lot..HA! isn't that reassuring.
WHat else to say....i love listening to Donny Osmond for anybody who even knows who that is and i also think that the Beatles are THE best band ever to have inhabited this earth. They are SO amazing!!! My mom's a fan and has all of their records. I would sit there by the phonograph and play Beatles album after Beatles album. *sigh* bliss i tell you...I've started a new years resolution to not drink pop. I pretty much drank it 24/7 so i thought it would be a good goal. Usually i don't even bother making resolutions, but i'm actually keeping this one! (so far) Oh man, i'm tellin' ya, last night i wanted a coke really really bad with my enchilada. But i resisted. Booya. hmmmmm.....guess that's all for now. I'm just gonna keep rockin' to some sweet tunes :)
Wednesday, February 3
i should probably be studying right now because i have four tests this weekend...BLA! Anyway, today is my first day i've had off in a week. Having class at 7:30 in the morning and then going to work that night is absolutely killing me. I couldn't even manage to sleep in past nine this past weekend. I'm so flippin' stressed with school and work, i'm getting zits on my neck!! Yes, i know to some this may sound quite disgusting, but i'm a cna...nothing disgusts me anymore. Ok, so it was just one zit, but still. And i think i'm getting sick. I NEVER get sick...ever. Sorry i know this post is more of just me bitchin' and complain', but who doesn't once in a while...i mean really.
I kind of feel like Princess Mia off of Princess Diaries. I'm still stuck in that stage where her hair is all frizzy and she has those horrible glasses on and she is invisible to everyone. Just in that awkward stage where she isn't yet a princess. I know this sounds weird and i'm probably quite delirious after so many days at work. Just one moment i feel as though i can do it...i can do the 15 credits and work a ton and still have time to play. Then there are times where i sit here and think, what the flip am i thinking?!?! I can't do this! I'm crazy!! Pretty much i'm married to work and it isn't a happy marriage at that...ha! The other day at work i just felt like crying just because i was SO stressed with everything goin' on right now. I'm sure it could get worse, but hoLy mOly bATman! I'm past the point of no return here. I've gone past the point of being burned out. And if i get sick i'm seriously not gonna be happy. I don't freakin' have time to get sick!!! UGH! maybe i'll feet better next week once all my tests are done.