Wednesday, February 3

Just call me Princess Mia.

i should probably be studying right now because i have four tests this weekend...BLA! Anyway, today is my first day i've had off in a week. Having class at 7:30 in the morning and then going to work that night is absolutely killing me. I couldn't even manage to sleep in past nine this past weekend. I'm so flippin' stressed with school and work, i'm getting zits on my neck!! Yes, i know to some this may sound quite disgusting, but i'm a cna...nothing disgusts me anymore. Ok, so it was just one zit, but still. And i think i'm getting sick. I NEVER get sick...ever. Sorry i know this post is more of just me bitchin' and complain', but who doesn't once in a while...i mean really.
I kind of feel like Princess Mia off of Princess Diaries. I'm still stuck in that stage where her hair is all frizzy and she has those horrible glasses on and she is invisible to everyone. Just in that awkward stage where she isn't yet a princess. I know this sounds weird and i'm probably quite delirious after so many days at work. Just one moment i feel as though i can do it...i can do the 15 credits and work a ton and still have time to play. Then there are times where i sit here and think, what the flip am i thinking?!?! I can't do this! I'm crazy!! Pretty much i'm married to work and it isn't a happy marriage at that...ha! The other day at work i just felt like crying just because i was SO stressed with everything goin' on right now. I'm sure it could get worse, but hoLy mOly bATman! I'm past the point of no return here. I've gone past the point of being burned out. And if i get sick i'm seriously not gonna be happy. I don't freakin' have time to get sick!!! UGH! maybe i'll feet better next week once all my tests are done.

1 comment:

  1. Im sorry!!! I feel your pain and remember, ONE DAY it will alllllll be worth it :) ps I think you need a "Pamper Sarah" day :) Always helps me recuperate! Good luck!